She returns

Well, I'm back! Fucked off to Spain. I had a good time. 

I got the chance to be me. Found a part of me, a part I thought was dead. I spent most of my time alone and walking with no directions. I felt like I could breathe again. I let the water take me. Far too much beer was drunk, but hey, i'm young!

I don't know if I hate or love you
I don't know if I hate that I love you

6th of Jan.

It's my birthday today!!

I've got wine.

Broken Glass

I didn't want to feel it, so I placed myself in denial

I smashed the glass you drank from, found a sharp piece
Tore an opening...

Bleeding... 
Lay here where you left me
A dripping stain, a deep scar...
Looking around, someone's pressed replay
Close my eyes to block out the surrounding
But I hear you, I can feel you, touching me, caressing me
How do I say no?

I can't get enough
I'm attracted to your status
You're a heart breaker with a following
I know it's wrong but I want to endure more
Enlighten me, once more

Tear me down
Tell me what you need
What is running through your mind?
I'm here
My body is calling out for you
Begging to be taken by you

Let's go, take my hand.